Ilona
The Face Beneath The Hat
By Chelsea Dreher
Before an unhappy marriage
Before a baby and two lost
Before a holocaust that would
Erase all hope
Ilona had possibilities.
New York had 34th Street
Ilona had her studio
Forgotten places
Misplaced people
Tragedy in faded photos
An old woman
Wrapped in a
blanket
Holds a piece of cardboard
"Heartbreak-Please Give"
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Ilona came to New York from Hungary in the late twenties. As soon as she saw the city from the boat, she wanted to go back to the vineyards and mountains. She lived in Harlem with her brother, Herman and made paper flowers on the Lower East Side for $4 a week. This led to a career as a designer with a business card. Heady stuff for an immigrant single lady. Famous hat makers used her handmade flowers on hats and gowns. She was my mother.
She married, gave up her 34th Street studio and had me. Our little family moved to the Bronx where there were parks. I moved to the Village when I was seventeen.
-- Chelsea Dreher