(picture by Adrian Garcia)At Sedar we were always urged to leave behind the personal Egypt that enslaved us, be it bad habits or unhappy circumstances. And as we did, to remember all the people in the world struggling to leave whatever Egypt they inhabit, for we could not be free if someone else was still enslaved.
At His last supper, also a sedar, Christ asked the Apostles to love others as He loved them and He washed their feet as an act of love and service.
Eleven years ago at Riverside's Maundy Thursday, it dawned on me I could forgive someone who had hurt me and in doing so leave an Egypt of shame, bitterness, and blame. When I left the unhappiness I had lived in for so long, I found Buddhism.
Every day since offered freedom and liberation even when that seemed furthest from the truth. But it never was furthest from what I sought. Ever. Like the steps the Hebrews took through the desert and the feet Christ washed that night, each moment brought me closer to a promised land. And as I stumbled forward I remembered all those struggling and as I grew closer to freedom, love became the bigger land within my heart.
The road to the banks of the River Jordan was made with sorrow and disappointment but traveled with hope and heart. And on this auspicious anniversary, oh, is the view just so beautiful.
2 comments:
yeah!!!!! look at you! was it really 11 years ago? my goodness. love you, you egypt leaver you!...but hey, no mention of mingus at fez? come on now?
love you, so glad i used some of these more expensive bombay minutes to pop in. the series below too, soooo powerful. i never knew your mom went to julliard.
good friday, in full effect here....
You rock, not just because you bring our eyes to solitary corners of the city but also to alone places in the heart.
Post a Comment